Friday, November 9, 2007

Just a little about my sick ASS!

Damn Hiv+, Why me? I don't get down like that but I got caught up. I know females that are out there bad, you know the type that will lay down with any and everybody. They are all disease free, but what the hell do I do? I know it can't be cured, but, I do know there are drugs I can take to prolong my life. So the next step is how do I find the right combination? I had to go through ten different medications before I could find the right cocktail.

I started off with AZT, and all the others that began to slow down the progression of the disease. I became immune, along with the constant vomiting and diarrhea. That shit was not cool. So I went back to my Doc (it is very IMPORTANT to talk with your doctor if your meds make you feel fucked up, because he/she doesn't know).

I was unable to take all the pills because I couldn't swallow them. I didn't know what to do, which caused my viral load to rise and my T-cells to drop. SHIT here we go again...What next? My saviour! Liquid medication and a g-tube! What's a g-tube you ask? Well my sister jokes with me and calls it my penis...Haha bitch real funny!

Actually it's a feeding tube inserted in the stomach, most sick people get it to eat when they can't swallow food, but I couldn't swallow my meds because some of it smelled like pure shit...literally.

HIV AIDS is a BITCH...If it was a female I would bet hear down to dust!
I have HIV but it doesn't have me...BITCHES!